For all the times I have stuck by your side. They never mattered. You obviously never cared.
Have you ever been so in love with someone,but they never really knew? You want to tell them so badly,but you find out they love somebody else. So,what’s the point,right?
The fucked up thing,is that you really want to tell them,but you have to worry about the friendship you already have,and weather or not you will fuck it up,just by telling them exactly how you feel.. why can’t things just be so simple? Bring me back to the days,when you loved someone,and they loved you back. And it was legit. It was real. And you never got cheated on,or lied to,or anything. What world do we live in,to say all of that stuff is actually okay,huh? Please..tell me. Cause I would like to know. Why do I have such strong feelings for this girl? I mean,why can’t she just say how she feels? I would like to know if I’m wasting my time or not. I feel like im nothing. I feel useless,and alone with everything I do. I’m a piece of shit. And things will NEVER be the same,again. I want to give up on life so badly. I keep asking,what’s the fucking purpose? Why must I be so miserable? For once,I want to have things go MY way. Not the way that kills me inside when I even think about it. Life..just isn’t real. At all. And I’m sick of it. Truly.
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